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To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. — C.S. Lewis


My dearest,

So you put me back on the hook. To be very honest with you, I did not want to have a meeting. Your words are so beautiful. Those are beautiful words and I do not think I can speak that beautifully, okay? I look so foolish doing this.


I am not like this but, if I have to do it, I will do it but I do not like this at all. I will be honest with you. I met you the one time and I studied you. You are a very hard person to study. It is incredible.

But we cannot do this and we cannot sustain like this. Totally true—and you have seen the same thing. No, I do not want say that. I am just going to say that we are working it out.

And certainly, as to the relationship and friendship, I consider you a friend. I would love to continue talking. I want a great relationship. Far greater than anybody understands. You have to see what I am doing. And I want to reiterate, you and I will always be friends do not worry.

Okay, this shows me to be a dope. It will never be the same.

Yours always,


Senior editor, Jezebel

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