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Pence went inside, and then it was time to wait. Protesters alternated between chanting and furiously refreshing Facebook and Twitter for any news out of the rotunda. McCain was acting cagey. He had told a reporter to “wait for the show,” which didn’t seem like a good sign. Murkowski and Collins still seemed like hard “noes,” but they needed a third. Would McCain come through at the last second, or would this be a replay of Tuesday night’s vote on the motion to proceed?

“Kill the bill! Kill the bill! Kill the bill!” protesters chanted. The chant echoed off the side of the Capitol and reverberated back to us, making it sound like there was an identical group of protesters hiding in the portico.

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Then, some news: MoveOn’s Ben Wikler, acting as emcee of the protest, told the crowd that McCain had hugged Sen. Dianne Feinstein. “Hug John McCain! Hug John McCain!” Then: “Thank you Collins! Thank you Collins!” And then: “Stay strong Lisa! Stay strong Lisa!”

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But a hug is not a vote, and after a week of letdowns, the protesters seemed cautious not to celebrate anything prematurely. The vote was open. McCain was MIA. Senate Republicans had turned their efforts to Murkowski, circling her—a real-time nature documentary playing out on C-SPAN.

Then, finally, the Big Good News came: Collins NO, Murkowski NO, McCain NO.

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There were hugs and tears, chants of “Yes we did.” A man in an eyepatch who had spoken earlier in the night shook his head in disbelief. “I can’t believe it.”

I expected Erin and Elena to be elated about the Senate news. And while they definitely seemed relieved, that was accompanied by total exhaustion. These two mothers are used to receiving bad news, grinding through the bad days and taking solace in the good ones. They seemed to know better than perhaps anyone at the protest Thursday night that good news, while fleeting, can be used as sustenance for the next battle.

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Senators started filing out of the building. Sen. Elizabeth Warren came out to speak first, and waded into the crowd to take selfies with the protesters.

“Go home! Get a little bit of sleep!” Connecticut Sen. Chris Murphy told protesters. But the crowd stayed, saving its biggest reception for Sen. Bernie Sanders.

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While the young crowd feasted on the good news, Erin and Elena sat quietly off to the side, aware of the many more long nights to come. Elena checked the level on her daughter’s oxygen tank.

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And through it all, Xiomara slept.

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Correction: This post originally misspelled Erin Mosley’s daughter’s name. It is Addison, not Allison.